Just get on with it

Today I have come to the realization that the worst thing one can possibly do to oneself is postponing chores until the last possible moment, also popularly called procrastinating. Then as you keep procrastinating there will be a problem, as I have myself experienced how I push my own limits when it comes to the absolute minimum value of required sleep. I have recently been down to ca 2 hours per night, which is intolerable in the long run! I've also experienced some outer influences, something which has made me reconsider my previous attitude towards myself. There's been a tendency for me to put too great pressure on myself, never being properly pleased with anything less than 120 %.

Not really the most healthy attitude...

Failure of the day

Today I managed the impossible; messing up a pretty straight forward day.

I somehow managed to oversleep and woke up at 7.30, so that I almost missed my drivers lesson. In addition I had booked a double lesson, and not a single on which I previously believed I had. Therefore I missed the first class of today, a class which was extremely important as we were registering for our exams. Luckily I managed to apologize to and suck up to my teacher, to the extent that she gave me the required forms. So I shall be taking my IB exams on May 2013 and not 2014.

PRAISE DA LAWRD!

Hopefully I will not be able to mess up anything else up, though my powers ought not to be underestimated! I am an IB student, I have the ability to mess up pretty much anything.

Breaks...

So that was one hell of a long break. Guess the concept I had adopted for my blog didn't really fit with my needs at the time. Therefore I believe I'll rather make this a personal blog about my daily life, ups and downs. Maybe a tad bit of reflecting though, mostly cause that's sorta how I am.

Starting out fresh! Awh yeah! Hopefully I'll be able to keep it up, and not fail to the extent of which I did last time. Hehehe. Failure is not an option!

... Or something like that... Yea... Oh well.

Let it be...

Ever felt like the task you are writing on is stuck somehow, like you have no clue how to continue on writing. Whenever this happens, I find that its important to leave the task be for a few days, let it mature so to speak. This gives you room to think and reconsider what you have ridden, a sense of space between it and you. Thus it will give you a new set of eyes to look at the text, and you may find that several changes need be done before it is completely finished.

Sleep...

... Something I should probably be doing at this current moment. Most people know the effect of sleep deprivation. The effect is so great that it is in fact a very effective torture method, as the lack of sleep causes your concentration to drop in addition to causing a great physical pain throughout your whole body. This is what I'm in truth doing to my body by staying up late;

I'm torturing myself.

Judgmental

We all do it. We all hate it, but we still do it. Judging other humans based on the first impressions. It is necessary for us to socially survive though, as the first impression we form of a person most likely shows whether or not you have anything whatsoever in common and thus saves you time.

But remember to give second chances, as people are profound creatures!

I'm fine

Those two distinctive words are so loaded in meaning. Whenever I use them, they mean the complete opposite. I am most likely tired, a sort of empty tiredness. Like if there is no energy left in my body whatsoever.When this occurs one has two choices, keep on going or do something to reload your energy.

Personally, I am feeling like doing the latter at the current moment.